Personality Revelation

I used to wonder why people talked about such awful things. (This is when I was in my Hellish-conservative-fantasy land world; or, the unwinnable battle, and inevitable suffering). But then when bad things start happening to you, they keep winning until you obsess over them. And then, failure is inevitable. Then coping mechanisms come into […]

Maybe I should just call ALL of my pieces “Personality Growth” from now on.

I wish I had an explanation for why I’ve done mentally unhealthy things in the past so that I could keep other people from doing them, but honestly I wouldn’t know where to begin with my explanation except to say that we were promised suffering because of sin, and I think that was definitely the […]

Personality Development 2? My existential purpose? My intrinsic enjoyment and happiness? My “Heaven”?

I’m going to continue to have a difficult life ahead of me because of my need of independent intellectual endeavors. Even though people will support me in that decision, I do not want to talk to them. Which makes this more difficult, as people will want to talk to me. However, all I want out […]

I’ll be called “cocky” for this, but this is part of my own personality development (growth, my love for understanding, etc. etc.)

The life of the “talented writer with a gift” is exhausting, simply because it never stops. I am human, afterall (just funny to say this because it reminds me of both the religious and the envious condemning me as prideful, as if I thought I was omniscient). It really shows their ignorance when they mistake intelligence for omniscience, does it not? (The aforementioned, […]

Personality Development

This is probably my favorite piece of non-fiction that I’ve written to this point. It’s called “Personality Development.” Enjoy 🙂 I love it when my actions are justified on a level so deep that only I can understand it because explaining it is too tiring for not enough payoff. I love making my own decisions […]

Follow the Leader

Oh, Cody. Why do you write anything? Why do you do this to yourself? The brain thinks. It plays your shortcomings on a loop. Your head is a fucking mess. The filing cabinet is the skull: everything is just strewn about in absolute disorganization. Why not just keep it in your head? Why ever withdraw […]

Love and Advantage

A man came by the house today. He was a man I’ve known my entire life. And it wasn’t the first time that he’s ever showed up at the house. He had some cards that he was wanting to know the value of. Some Yugioh, Pokemon, Magic, and some other cards that I’m not sure […]

It’s the Most Wonderful Time of the Year

He sat down at his computer desk. Resilient; braced by the cold. The deadly stars signaling down upon him a hope that science couldn’t understand. Hope couldn’t be calculated numerically. But what could be measured, in a way, deadened the beauty of the firmament. Beautiful mystery became cold, deadly reality. The curiosity of childhood became […]